And I've Came To The Conclusion...

That I dont need to be friends at all with a lot of females due to the many many issues that I already have, the mental games I play with myself and the lack of trust or "want" to rebuild that trust in the opposite sex. It would only cause me to ruin someones future "love" life way worse than mines already is or turn a bisexual female completely gay. Alot been going through my head in the last 24 hours and I just realized I'm not stable enough for a love life (haha) and I would be worthless in one as its been brought to my attention many many times. God will get me through it and thats all I have to look forward to, *clearity*...

Right now Id rather LHD than KMF ...