What Was I Thinking Haha

I was at work today realizing all the differences between this and that, doing my best to stay calm because of what happened (grrrrrrr still) and some other things and I figured I might as well post the blogs I already wrote. As the day went on the same thing that happens every time I decide to "act" on something the same thing happens and kills that umm initiative and makes me laugh a great laugh (haha) at myself for I dont know maybe hoping? "I dee Kay but on a different note..." "care?" hahaha (inny)