Jibberish... Pt 3

Another sleepless night....

Even thought im on vacation,

my thoughts cant escape her.

The girl with 2 first names

what I carry in my wallet and her

are both the same...

(nahhh i'll save it)

sigh...

sigh.....

sigh... some more
the ever going frustration/anger?/heartache/other things

"sleep....sleep.....sleep" cant remember what song thats from

BLUE FALCON fukked up of course, its there name smh

can I please talk to her asks the heart, no you may not says the brain DEAD (her voice) goes the body


sigh....

but I cant go back to that

since we been apart "fill in the blank"

=0( x a really big number
"accept the pain, and allow yourself to grieve"

what to do what to do

wish I could let it out

sigh....

dont go, but I left...
havent had a headache like this in so long

*mental tug o war*

so many things to send "..." with no address smh

get married already so I can ......... you =0/

But now we have come to a fork in the road,

Where we must no longer carry each other's load,

Let the burden off our shoulders and not leave a scar